Have you ever met someone who was so gripped with fear it entered the room before that individual did? Did they seem sad as well as frightened?
Ok a little fear is sometimes a good thing, for example when I ran track and would admit to touches of nerves before the races that actually helped me sprint faster. In that case it was helpful in getting those juices required for competition going.
In most cases fear is something Satan uses to keep us from reaching important goals and decisions. What if we just trusted in God and took that leap? Adventures and new ideas and experiences would follow.
Remember God loves you and so do I.