This is another great short, full of lots of logical truth about the issue of being a so-called lgbt Christian.
However, I would like to speak to the emotional side. Have you considered that this attraction might be masking something deeper, or might be about something entirely apart from sexuality?
I am straight as an arrow, but for years I had a sexual attraction to something not normally associated with sex. I had been interested in this thing non-sexually prior to puberty. Nonetheless, I was deceived into thinking that, for anyone interested in what I was into, it was always a sexual thing.
Years later, I took my interest to God and studied into the issue more, discovering that many others attracted to it were into it for emotional and other non-sexual reasons. Increasingly, this is the way it is for me, too.
What I am saying is your bisexuality may in fact be an emotional attachment or possibly even, in whole or in part, (though of course it is probably very complex), an intellectual curiosity, as a lot of my thing is for me now.
Could it be someone told you you were bisexual when you aren't? Could it be you defaulted to thinking you were sexually attracted to other girls because society really doesn't have a framework for talking about being interested in or non-sexually intimate that way?
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